I get that this is not what I'm meant to do

I know that this isn't the way I should be

I know that he's hurt so many people in

Various fucked up, unnatural, psycho ways

But I still feel bad for what we could have had

And I want to come around to just say 'hi'

And I'll tell him that I miss him, I'm sorry

And she's crazy, a liar, with BPD

Though no-one's perfect, he strayed so far from it

That pain and death and suffering mean nothing

And for him, this way, he as lost everything

​

So, you think you're better than everyone?

Sorry your money can't buy back our love

We gave you so many chances, but well

Your manipulating, crazy lady

Controls you now, don't fuckin touch me now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

Yeah, you're richer, it makes you more bitter

You're a weak, spineless coward, fuck off now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

There's only room for four, so goodbye, ciao

​

I guess the ocean is a beautiful place

You can hide a body, no guilt on your face

Your plan didn't work out, so kidnap your kids

Take them up country and sleep with someone else

Her boyfriend hit her, my god she's your daughter

You are meant to care but you just stand and stare

Feed into his lies, yes she can spend the night

I guess you have more important things to do

So many girls that are left for you to screw

I guess the ocean is a beautiful place

No wonder your dad thought you were a disgrace

​

So, you think you're better than everyone?

Sorry your money can't buy back our love

We gave you so many chances, but well

Your manipulating, crazy lady

Controls you now, don't fuckin touch me now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

Yeah, you're richer, it makes you more bitter

You're a weak, spineless coward, fuck off now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

There's only room for four, so goodbye, ciao

​

Maybe you should crash a funeral or two

Pretend you're grieving but, ha, they all know you

Everyone is sick of caring and trying

I don't feel safe and I'm left alone again

Scar my mind with stories that I can't believe

And man, all I want is to go home again

I wonder how the shower works, I'm too scared

To ask, so I stand there in my towel and

Lock the door and pray it doesn't burn too bad

I don't feel safe and I'm left alone again

And man all I want is to go home again

​

So, you think you're better than everyone?

Sorry your money can't buy back our love

We gave you so many chances, but well

Your manipulating, crazy lady

Controls you now, don't fuckin touch me now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

Yeah, you're richer, it makes you more bitter

You're a weak, spineless coward, fuck off now

Don't look at me, talk to me, hurt me now

There's only room for four, so goodbye, ciao

​

So, you think you're better than everyone?

​

I get that this is not what I'm meant to do

I know that this isn't the way I should be

I know that he's hurt so many people in

Various fucked up, unnatural, psycho ways

But I still feel bad for what we could have had

And I want to come around to just say 'hi'

And I'll tell him that I miss him, I'm sorry

And she's crazy, a liar, with BPD

Though no-one's perfect, he strayed so far from it

That pain and death and suffering mean nothing

And for him, this way, he as lost everything

​

I get that this is not what I'm meant to do

I know that this isn't the way I should be

I know that he's hurt so many people in

Various fucked up, unnatural, psycho ways

I guess the ocean is a beautiful place

You can hide a body, no guilt on your face

Your plan didn't work out, so kidnap your kids

Take them up country and sleep with someone else

Maybe you should crash a funeral or two

Pretend you're grieving but, ha, they all know you

Everyone is sick of caring and trying

I don't feel safe, and I'm left alone again

​

Sorry, your money can't buy back our love

If you even tried, you'd still be a thug

And we don't love you, we see straight through you

And all your little lies won't buy more time

Don't touch me or I'll kill you, not a lie

This isn't funny and I'm not laughing

Maybe if you were there, it'd be fair

These memories I have don't mean anything

You chuck money at me, but you don't care

You stupid fucking bastard, you weren't there

​

Maybe you should crash a funeral or two

Pretend you're grieving but, ha, they all know you

Everyone is sick of caring and trying

I don't feel safe and I'm left alone again

Scar my mind with stories that I can't believe

And man, all I want is to go home again

I wonder how the shower works, I'm too scared

To ask, so I stand there in my towel and

Lock the door and pray it doesn't burn too bad

I don't feel safe and I'm left alone again

And man all I want is to go home again

​

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