look at my past

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I told my ex how much I weigh

And he always reacts the same

"Oh my god, you're stupidly light"

But I'm a healthy BMI

Why be 'normal' when you can be

Perfect, gorgeous and so sexy

Perfectionism, fatal flaw

Bitch listen to me, you'll be sure

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I know you miss me

So don't get pissy

'Cause I'm too good for

I know you miss me

So don't get pissy

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Just fulfil my delusions

Schizo hallucinations

I hear her in my head and

She sleeps with me in my bed

I really like what breaks me

Look at my past and you'll see

That I get what I deserve

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He said he'd tell me a secret

But I know he's sleeping with her

He's 16 and she's 13 and

He's a nonce that needs a hand but

For some reason he still listens

But his sweet words stick like thistles

When he calls me by that nickname

Why is it always the same? 'Cause

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I know you miss me

So don't get pissy

'Cause I'm too good for

I know you miss me

So don't get pissy

​

Just fulfil my delusions

Schizo hallucinations

I hear her in my head and 

She sleeps with me in my bed

I really like what breaks me

Look at my past and you'll see

That I get what I deserve

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He won't leave me alone

But she won't understand

I'm the queen skeleton

Bow before me, peasant

Nervous ticcing, oh god

I am not in control

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Just fulfil my delusions

Schizo hallucinations

I hear her in my head and

She sleeps with me in my bed

I really like what breaks me

Look at my past and you'll see

That I get what I deserve

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